Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Sleeping is giving in, so lift those heavy eyelids

Eleven forty five, I am in that dazed state of consciousness, I am not exactly asleep, but I am definitely not awake. I hear all that is going on around me, but am definitely experiencing an alternate reality. I am unaware that this is happening me as a dream begins. I crawl out of my loft and walk towards the door, I begin to walk out into the hall and suddenly find myself walking off a cliff. I instantly snap back to reality and my whole body jerks in my bed as I try and catch myself from plummeting to my doom. Wide awake before even catching fifteen minutes of sleep. I role around rearrange my blankets until I finally fall asleep a little after three. At one AM I had my eyes closed and swore that there was a strobe light going off in my room, I opened my eyes, there was not. At two AM my left eye started twitching, like it occasionally does. At Three AM I got up and went to the bathroom and made faces at myself in the mirror for a good fifteen minutes. Shortly after returning to my bed I fell asleep. I had lab at eight AM. I am dog tired and just ate lunch with my RA she asked if I was high. I have three more hours of class and then I work to close. I have a house government meeting after that. Sleeping should work out tonight. I guess that is the story of a college student. I make a conscious effort to go to sleep at a reasonable time and refuse to let myself sleep.

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