I see the opposite happening here

Lately I feel as though I keep getting signs from someone to do something, problem being I have no idea what they mean. I am actually highly convinced they are glorified coincidences that I am just noticing more and more. They mean nothing, except that I am becoming more observant. At any rate, it is just kind of weird. So here they are. I did not ever want to go to Northern for college, this was my last choice school. I wanted to go Colorado State or Cornell, both of which accepted me. For financial reasons and the fact that it was as far away from home I could get without leaving Michigan this is where I ended up. I do not regret it at all, I love it here, but lately I have been reminded of Cornell and Ithaca, a lot, I have a friend going to Ithaca college, a prof who graduated from Cornell, and a friend who lives in Ithaca but attends Northern, I have never heard so much about what could have been. It is really kind of shitty. Also I find myself walking under lights right as they turn off a lot, three times yesterday in fact, twice in the Wal~mart parking lot and once in Halverson's parking lot. There is a lot more too, but I am not going to go in to that on this blog at least. I know it means nothing, but I wish it did. I mean I am looking for a sign right now, desperately, I do not know what sign I am looking for, but it is obviously making me play tricks on myself. I over-analyze every little coincidence now. This stuff definitely always happens, but normally I just write it off, I want to get back to that.