Teeter-tottering thought

Something in my life is kind of off. In my head everything feels kind of slanted to one side not really physically mainly emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, but kind of physically as well. And I do not mean I am metaphorically slanted to one side, as though I am siding with a particular view. I literally mean all my beliefs are sliding down a very steep hill. It is like when you set up a tent and it looks good, there are no roots, its under a tree, the ground is flat, and the grass is soft. Then when you lay down you feel as though you are going to slide down a cliff, because while the ground was flat and appeared level it really was not. I feel like that on the inside in my head and my stomach, my soul maybe. It is weird because I am trying to even it out, and get back onto level ground but then everything tips in the other direction. As though I keep over compensating for the decisions I make and then I have to over compensate again to get back. It sounds worse than it is, really. I actually think it is good, I think it means I am getting close to whatever it is I am looking for. If I continue to bounce back and forth over compensating less and less each time eventually it is all going to balance out, and I am going to find the perfect center, tip in neither direction.