sorry

About whining. I am done complaining. I am done with the system, because it just keeps fucking me over. Fuck it, I will figure this out on my own. I have played by the rules doing everything right for ten plus years, for nothing. I am done following the rules and filling out form after form, only to be shot down again and again. Fuck it. I am done with forms. People can not just be filed away. My story does not fit on a form, my value can be put in a standard form, photocopied and distibuted to thousands. There can not be a pre-determined scale for judging a persons worth. There are other factors, so many other factors. If trees were trees because they were green than garbage trucks would be trees, and each fall most trees would disapeer. There is a big picture but the system could care less. Fuck it. I am done.