shallow

Money is like the most terrible thing ever. It is really fucking screwing me over right now. Apparently I have too much money for the government to pay for my school at all, but somehow I can not pay for school at all on my own. How can the government assume I can if I so clearly can not. I have a job next semester, but that will barely cover my books. I wish I was poor so much right now. I feel so shallow because of this. It is like I am worried about getting a car that can survive marquette while the simple truth is, in the current, all data points to not being able to afford marquette. Christmas is coming up, unfortantly for me, all I want is money for tuition, but I only want it because I need it. In truth I want half a car and a snowboard and a GPS a new backpack like for hiking snowshoes and car insurance, but when asked I say tuition. I honestly do not want tuition, it is what I need, I guess. Actually what I need, ALL I NEED is a cosigner. If I had a cosigner my troubles would just vanish for four years. I could take my road trip, buy my snowboard and have a stress free break. Then after four years I would have a decent job and I could make payments, I honestly do not care that I will be charged intrest al all, Its worth it in the end. Too bad my dad refuses to even look at a contract for me let alone cosign. Moral of the story: Be poor. Be rich. Dont go to college. Those are your options. Sorry life sucks.