The world just chewed her up, and spat her out

Hahaha Shit...
Five dollars in my bank account.
Credit Card maxed.
40 dollars in my pocket.
Pay Day is not for 2 weeks.
Rent, tuition, books, food, dues.

Closing shifts at work.
Five thirty morning practices.
Four classes, three with labs.
BI 310 "hardest class you will ever take."
40 page scientific study.
20 page research paper.

No car, No phone.

These next few months are going to be the hardest of my entire life, it is weird I feel like I should be scared, panicked, or sick to my stomach, but I am not. I am almost optimistic, I have been through a lot and I think I am rather confident that this will just be another thing I push through, and though I may not finish with flying colors somehow I feel confident in my ability to finish. Maybe it is just wishful thinking, maybe it is denial, but I am hoping it is determination.
Now, If only I could come up with a topic for this Independent study...