Circles

I keep saying, "Oh I will blog more..." but I never do I just keep blogging less and less. But, you know, I thought it was a bad thing at first, and now I am thinking it is a good thing. I used to blog more than daily, but I felt like I had to. There was like a compulsion to blog when I was stressed it made me feel better, it made it easier to sort things out in my mind. I guess now I never really feel compelled to blog anymore. Sometimes I like to see my thoughts out in plain text, because it really does help me to understand myself. But really I do not have to anymore. I am still stressed, so its not me not blogging because I don't have stress to deal with. In fact this is the most stressful semester so far, its also the best one. Maybe I should talk about it more, speak of my adventures, and failures. Maybe I will complain way fucking less and just say exciting things that I do, or at least semi exciting, weekly updates. Ha, yeah right, I will figure it out, and I really will try to blog more, it really does help me articulate my thoughts and gives the five people who read this an insight into my really messed up personality.