Edge

There were trees all over the path and the road and all the lights on forth street were out. Anywhere else, with anyone else they would have said it was a sign not to leave. For me, for us it was a calling to go explore something dangerous, but when we arrived at the break wall it just was not enough ignoring the park closed sign that was under a tree we walked out to the cliffs and that made all the difference. It was seriously one of the most amazing experiences of my life. Black rocks in the dark, thirty foot waves, winds at sixty miles per hour. I do not understand why anyone would live somewhere else. I legitimately was held up by the wind as I was listening to the waves. It was perfect, worth the cold and the risk. It was seriously unreal standing up on the 30 foot cliffs and having waves still go over my head. And then the second we left the rocks a huge wave smashed in and replaced us with a tree, I seriously feel, I do not even know, alive? I just feel amazing. I fucking love adrenaline and I love my life and I just love everything right now. I seriously do not care about any of the bad shit that happens to me this, stuff like this, completely cancels it all out.