Decide what to be and go be it.

There was a dream
One day I could see it
Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it
And there was a kid, with a head full of doubt
So I scream til I die or the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

I am not who I was yesterday, today. Tomorrow I will not be the person I am today. I am constantly changing, I can not be defined. Life is a process and I am like life, a process, constantly moving in , what I hope to be, a forward direction. All I know is I will not slow down, but I will take my time. I am falling in love with the person I am becoming, and I am falling in love with my self for striving to become that person. It is going to be hard, I am sure, but life without hardships is not really that risky, and life without risk is not really living, it is just playing it safe. I am making a conscious decision to no longer wait for myself to be who I want to be, I have been blaming other things, things that are not me. It was always, "I want to, but I just can not." From now on it is I want, I legitimately want to, so I will, no matter what. My life has no more barriers I do what I want to do, and if I can not do it, I do it anyway. Truthfully, I have been my main deterrent up until this point. It is time to get shit done. I know what I want, and I am aware to get it I might have to do stuff I do not want, but I will do it. Life is a process.