stubborn

People other than me never seem to change. Seriously. Maybe this is conceited but I feel as though I have become a better person, but no one else seems to follow suite. I just wish that every time I came back to Flint a better person I would not have to deal with the same shit I had to deal with my entire life. This is why I like to stay away. Ignorance is bliss if i am far away I can pretend like everyone is nice and honest and that they never did anything remotely upsetting, but when I visit that sweet little fantasy crumbles. Maybe I should try to do something about it, maybe. Just a footnote, this is not about you guys, you are probably the only reason I come back other than feeling obligated.