Do what you love and fuck the rest.

I know I have been saying this obnoxiously over and over again, but I am just really excited about it. I am happy, well less confused. I am less mentally conflicted and thus I am less stressed and more happy. What I mean is that I feel more fulfilled, like I am always happy. I mean it is not even actually that. Its not happiness, I mean it is, but its mostly like lack of confusion. I sleep better. Everything is just better. I feel like I know what I am doing, everything is just right. And I am happy about it, but I am starting to realize I do eventually have to face the future. Which sucks because I do not know what I want to do with it, and that means I will be confused and that is going to stress me out, and I will not be to happy about it. But for right now everything is going pretty well, I get paid, I am signed up for classes, my financial aid is finally being processed, and all my relationships are some form of healthy. So for right now I am totally fine with living in the right now. I know the future is important but I will get there when I get there. I may not have it all figured out yet but I am making progress and I am in a good place to continue the progress.