The Bottom

There is no place to go but up, unless of course I had a shovel. I am sure someone will give me one before they help me up. Its not even so much that my life is hurling towards it. Its more that people always told me my hard work would pay off. I worked my ass of in high school to get into a good college, none of that matter because I could not afford any of them. The only one I thought I could is even too expensive for me. I used to believe in the system, somehow I thought it will make sure people get what they have earned. Apparently not everyone is important enough to afford college though. Where the hell is karma. I cant think of a single thing I have ever done that was terrible enough to justify why this is happening right me. I know people have it worse, and I feel for them. I just can not believe that all of my hard work is about to amount to one semester of college. I thought America was the land of opportunity, a place where I can reach my potential. No America is the land of red tape where everyone is just out to benefit themselves and screw everyone else. I am sick of getting denied. I am not poor enough to get help but I am not wealthy enough to afford more than a semester. I just wish shit would work out for me once in a while. Man, if I ever obtain some level of success or influence shit is going to change. That was my rant, I apologize, I hate them too