stuck

My life and I, we can not seem to agree. I really do enjoy being at Northern, but I dislike that I can never seem to do anything I want. I always have to go to class or work or write a paper. I can barely squeeze in runs, it seems like my bike has been only used to get me to and from places lately, my backpack and tent have been gathering dust since the first few weeks, I have only gone kayaking twice, I did not make it out to the porkies, and I have yet to visit anyone I said I would. I feel like I am complaining but I have so many great things I want to do but I cannot do any of them because I am broke and trying to "better myself with higher education." I recently changed my major I am not sure what I am going to do with it, but I think it is a good thing that I have stepped away from biology. Well sort of I almost want to switch back we will see what happens after this semester. I just want to not be on a schedule all the time.