Thank you for your bluntness sir.

That whole, go hiking for a year and write a book idea, is less of a silly dream/joke, and more of a career goal. I am contemplating switching my major to outdoor rec, with a minor in English or journalism or perhaps the other way around, but I am scared. Really scared. I feel like I was set on being a biology major for the longest time. Now I am thinking it was not because I loved biology but because I loved the outdoors. I mean I do love biology, that has not changed, but I realize for me to have a stratifying career it needs to be outdoors and apparently such a thing is a long shot with a bachelor in biology. I just wish someone who knew what they were talking about and was unbiased could give me some advice. I honestly have no idea what I am doing right now. I think i used to view the outdoors as a hobby and biology as a career, but being around so much nature, has flipped my view, I now view biology as a hobby and the outdoors as a lifestyle. Honestly I do not know why I typed this blog, maybe i am trying to justify this or make it make sense, but I honestly probably will not be able to change my major. I mean honestly all i do is contradict myself I am no writer. I am a scientist at heart, a very very confused scientist, with very very crushed dreams and no sense of direction.