The fallout

I do not have the support system I had back home. I dont have people I can trust with my emotions. I have friends, people to hang out with, people to talk to. I just dont have those people I can open up fully with yet. Which is fine I excpect finding those people to take more than just a few weeks. What bothers me is that I am losing touch with the few people I had that relationship with. Some of the people I cared about more than anything, I havent been able to talk to in weeks. It is starting to get to me. I was one hundred percent ready to lose touch with a lot of the people I once knew. I just can not take some of the only people I trust slipping away from me. Its really starting to mess with me.