I am not sure what this blog is about, I think I am just killing time and avoiding commitment the only way I know how.
How can I look at chemistry for three hours open up my notes fifteen minutes later and wonder what I was tripping on when I took them. This shit does not make sense, my mind refuses to accept it. It is not that I do not believe it, or see its merits. I do, I get it chemistry saves lives, all that. It is just that there are so many better, more interesting things to learn, in my view. For some reason though I need to learn this pitiful shit, before I can call myself and ecology major. Ecology has nothing to do with chemistry, chemistry has nothing to do with my life, yet it is running it. At least the weekend starts tomorrow after a lecture quiz I am totally unprepared for. To bad my weekend consists of working and chemistry. A least Friday will be a great day of broom-ball, and me getting trashed Friday night because someone will ask me to and I wont be able to say no, because I do not have that ability. Plus I will be looking for an outlet to release all this bullshit stress over something I could not careless about. This is an apology in advance, to myself, sorry I got you shit faced, please do not blog when you get back tomorrow. It was really embarrassing last time.
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