She just cant remain with all that outerspace.

I am bored with this place, these things, this path, these morals, these rules, this luck, this mind, this personality. I am just bored with this life. I think I need a change of pace before I go insane. Too bad I cant change anything without fucking up my entire life. I mean I could in theory but I just cant in principle. It is like everything I do is just what I do. It is all just second nature, nothings ever new, and nothings ever changing. I just want something to change. Something new, something to hold my attention for a bit. I am not creative and I do not have a good imagination, all I do is do. I do and I observe. I just need something new to do and somewhere new to see. I guess my only option is to wait out this school year and change things this summer.