I had the most incredible urge to say, "but im not the only one."

I just have so much to say, and no words. I think that I think in pictures, shapes, colors and, ideas, not words. There are no words in my head, I have to make the words. So I make the words, and they do not ever fit my thoughts. It is like I try to explain them to someone or put them in print and I always catch myself saying, "I mean," or, "no you do not understand," or, "It is deeper than that." I read my old blogs and think wow no one is ever going to understand what this actually means. I just do not have the words to explain it, they might not exist. Maybe I am just a dreamer. Maybe my ideas must always have to be ideas. Maybe I just need to find a new way to express them. For now, I guess they will remain in my head and poorly expressed. I guess poorly expressed is better than never heard, a vague understanding is better than ignorance. Right?