Everything that keeps me together is falling apart

It is like I can not take anything seriously. I can not take anything that matters seriously. Well it is like I can not take anything seriously immediately relevant to my life. I can take things that arguably will never even actually matter seriously, or things that are not meant to be taken seriously seriously. I can spend hours debating topics in my head, and blogging on random obscure mental dilemmas. I can not take anything that has potential to produce immediate tangible benefit seriously.