This is not rethorical

She's starting to live her life
From the inside out
The sound of failure calls her name
She's decided to hear it out

I mean honestly is there even a difference between success and failure? I mean success and failure can not really exist because it is all based on opinion, right? So does it matter if I fail? I did not set out to fail, but I do not even know what failure is. Maybe this is me succeeding. I do not know what that is either. Maybe it is all in our heads. It has to be in our heads. I must be trying to prove to someone, something. I do not who or what, but its starting to look like they are going to get let down in more ways than one. I hope I am not trying to prove it to myself. I am sick of letting myself down.