If you go straight long enough you'll end up where you were

I am pretty non confrontational person and its actually one of my better qualities. I refuse to start problems and drama, this is a good thing. Unfortunately sometimes it makes it hard for me to stand up for myself, but that is not what this about. I have like a lot of problems, I guess. I mean I am starting to realize this shit I have been ignoring are actually pretty big problems I should maybe face. I need to develop some sort of coping mechanism. I am not trying to sound whiny or anything but I haven been through a lot in my life and a lot recently, and I have always just kind of, "walked it off." I think I have problems showing emotions, I mean I have feelings its not that I keep things bottle up. Its less of emotions and more of I am afraid of becoming attached to people. Its like I can not cope with losing people, whether its just because we have grown apart or because someone has died I just can not view people as replaceable. I think a lot of my other problems stem from this one, sleeping problems, fear of commitment, and not being able to say no. I just can not handle losing people, and I am afraid of getting new friends because I know I will eventually lose them too.