If you could see me whoever I am.

Oh my dear god, I wish someone would just stop me and ask, "Do you need help?" and I would reply, "Yes, yes fucking yes! Can you please teach me how not to fail so often." By someone, I mean absolutely anyone willing to help me in any aspect of my life, but preferably someone who could co-sign a god damn loan so i can work less and finish my independent field work before it snows and I have to dig for it. I want this semester to end. I want this year to end. I want to be done with college.