My life is a joke.

I am just going to list shit.
This picture has become too familiar for me.
It is ridiculous how happy I was to finish all those applications. It sucks so much waiting to find out my fate.
I need to fill out my fafsa... again.
I am doing so damn good academically right now. It is not because I care more about school. I am just in easy classes.
I really need to find somewhere to live next year, more importantly someone to live with.
I do not have any real friends, nobody would do what I am willing to do for them for me. Rejection is shitty.
The above times 12 for the last 4 guys whose last names I will never know.
My dad is lending me the money for spring break training, I still do not think I will be able to pay all of my bills this month.
I have decided I am going to start eating really healthy, because I like the feeling I get from having insane will power. That might sound bad, but it works for me.
My life is a mess.