Even if things get a bit heavy

“Our real discoveries come from chaos, from going to the place that looks wrong and stupid and foolish.” -Chuck Palahniuk
It is impossibly hard for me to form a sentence capable of conveying what I would like to say. I feel like a thousand balloons on a summer day in the wind, there is joy, awe, a sense of adventure, and yet a hint of uncertainty. I feel as though my blog has been ridiculously whiny lately, but that is because I usually just do not blog about the good things. I never need to get good feelings off my chest. Anyway what I am trying to say is life is mostly good right now. My life after all, is inherently good. I mean life would suck if it was always easy, planned out, and neat. I am always hoping for a quick change in the weather to send the balloons on a chaotc journey that was never intended.