Fuck you Flint.

I am not even going to complain about this anymore, it bothers me how much it bothers me to be here. I am being whiny and needy. No longer shall I complain about the solitude I find myself in, the lack of excitement in my life, or the dramatic sink in over all productivity I encounter when I am in Flint. I am an extrovert by nature and as such I draw all of my energy and motivation from others, but In Flint I have a lack of interaction with others, and I find myself growing uncharacteristically depressed. This is ludacris, I must not let myself rely on others for happiness, I need to learn to enjoy introvertedness beyond my morning jog. It is with this that I pledge to no longer sit and wait for or reach out repeadtely to others as a means to feel less alone while I am here. Instead I will teach myself how to do things other than working out on my own. It is just for a month but I feel as though I need more experience with being truly independent, from a nonfinacial standpoint. I rarely do things other than workout, hike, bike, or sell plasma alone. I usually will not even go to econo without someone else. I would like to, in order to have a more well rounded personality start to find joy in things even when they are done alone, and what better time to do so than a time forced upon me. Fuck it, I cant even bullshit myself through a blog to be more optimistic, I will just jog more and not complain about this again. 22 days.