Please.

Stop blaming other people, it is a hundred percent your fault, you fucked up. Grow up and fix it, I am not judging you for fucking up, we all fuck up. I am judging you for wallowing in self pity and trying to get pity from me. I know things get hard, you just have to push through. I will help you, I will support you, but I can not drag you along and if you make me stand by and watch you fall further I am going to walk away. I can only give you so much, you have to save yourself. Fix this, I know you can.