stress

You know that dream where you are driving in your car and all of a sudden it seems way to small for you and you cant steer it or anything, then you find yourself driving through some cornfield and you just feel really really really uncomfortable, no fear just discomfort, a little nausea, that is how my life feels right now. Lets call this stress, more pressure from others than from myself, but nonetheless it is stress. The cool part is that everyone and a half can apparently see I am stressed and they all have these great ways for me to try and solve it. I mean cool I like suggestions, but some of them are just adding to my stress. Meditation is not working because I can not even seem to clear my mind, alcohol is not a good choice for stress but it worked towards the end of the school year, exercise/adventure seem to work best so I am going to stick with that. I will however continue to entertain all the crazy stress relieving techniques I keep getting. I mean why not it is helping me do something new everyday.

Day Three: visited and adventured in Flushing park