The kids are losing their minds

I will admit I am a little weird, but I am pretty sure this strangeness is only temporary. I have been searching pretty relentlessly these last five years for myself, and I am pretty sure I am getting close. Perhaps, I am on the verge of a breakthrough. In fact I am positive that by the end of this summer I am going to have things straightened out rather nicely. To be honest I am pretty sure I know what I want but it is going to take a break from my current life and commitments to get it. This summers goal is to build a new foundation of myself and my life philosophy. To be honest right now I feel like a fucking poser, but I am not, I am just finally realizing what I want to be. I am stuck in a transition between the old me and who I am going to be. This is good, really good, I am done whining about being confused, because I am done being confused.