What I mean, when I say I am going to bed.

10% sleeping soundly
10% shitty dreams
10% dreaming while awake
10% pondering questions without answers
10% over analyzing every conversation I had
10% deciding every choice I made that was the wrong one
5% counting backwards from one hundred
5% accidentally counting up
5% rolling, tossing, turning
5% trying to remember what I have to do the next day
5% deciding if going to the bathroom is worth the effort
5% deciding what colors things are when there is light in the room
5% deciding how to react to the deaths of the people I am close to
5% deciding reaction to all other deaths