Leave the ocean's roar in the turquoise shell?

I can feel it burning inside of me this desire. It wants to do something and it wants to invest one hundred percent. My passion, it is not misguided, I just do not think it has anywhere to go right now. It wants to leave but it can not find a map, so it remains burning at my soul, trying to get out. Subconsciously I think I know there is only one thing worth the passion that is burning at me, I just do not consciously know exactly what that is. My subconscious mind is imprisoning my passion because it must know that consciously I have no idea what to do with it. Maybe it is not the right time for me to know yet, but maybe I am doing something wrong. It is not to say that I am not meant to know, because I already know subconsciously, I just refuse to tell my conscious self, for whatever reason. I do not believe in destiny and nothing happens for a reason, but everything has to belong somewhere. There is no predetermined path, but maybe as we mature we start to map it out in the back of our minds. We take all our values and dreams and we plot out this idealized life path. It is not for certain and is really nothing like a destiny, the path is just our deepest desire. At any rate, what is bothering me is the intensity, that I feel this desire burning. I feel like I am just going to get up and leave one day, because whatever I am doing right now is not working out. I feel like I am just at college because I was always told I had to go, not because it is where I planned my life to take me. It is not to say that I do not enjoy college, I am having a blast, college does not fulfill me though. It is like I chose this, because it made me happy and I just never gave anything else a shot. I went for door one without knowing there ever was a door two.