The confession

Somehow I thought this wouldn't happen, I thought it could avoid it. I am totally starting to miss home. I miss last minute movies and bonfires. I miss being able to anything with anyone on a moments notice. Even though i only had my license for like a week, I really miss driving to see people. But more than that I miss those few people that i held close enough to have a real conversation with. Right now in college I dont really trust anyone enough to have a deep conversation with, so im constantly just telling people stories or making small talk. It just all seems so fake, but I really just cant start a conversation with my highly oppinonated views on the world and excpect people to reply. Im just hoping overtime I will have someone to talk about these things with. Untill then I still miss home.